Poofing the puff

The last few days almost week of the sticky hot mess out side has made  a hot mess out of me and my diet. crap I told my self I would not fall into this trap but Grape Mr misty floats are so awesome when you are staggeringly hot they proved to much for me to resist so I am trying to muster some strength in the cooler day today to push forward. Sigh, Where is the damn Fairy God mother that is going to poof my puff away that bitch is always late.

I am borring my self

I feel like a slacker for not posting more but weight loss is not the most exciting thing in the world it is a long process. I do not understand why it takes up so much interest in such a sensational way in the media. The real life of it is tedious and hard to keep writing about. Probably why more people do not stick with it. So new thing I found I was a little concerned about the lunch choice for this week baked pita chips hummus and fruit. not that I do not like these things they rock. I do prefer soft Pitas to the hard chips but whateves. I was shocked at how filling it actually was I ate way less than I thought I would. Yay for me.

Victory choice

So I have been waiting for this day for a year, but how does one celebrate such a huge historic thing? Normally it would be fab meal fallowed by a screw it we are celebrating sunday or something. But I planned today my celebration be it small will be a nice dinner but not calorie loaded and right now I am going to watch the last of season 2 of Sherlock. Boom that is how it is done!

Risk

Some days I am totally convinced that I will never make it out from under this. I have such a long way to go. I know there is a surgery that can help but it is so expensive I and hesitant to do it, not that I think it is all of the answer I know it is just a tool to help so many have reverted to old behaviors and are not at greater risk than before. I think that risk may be worth it at times.