This is my path through weight loss and a healthier life. The goal is not a stick figure life but a more vibrant one.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
the anxiety of it all.
SO we are joining this gym today. ugh I am both excited and nervousness about it. I have literally had nightmares about people women mostly trying to be "helpful" then send me into bitchiness or tears. I had a great one liner in my dream I said back to one particularly rude women "Since we are handing free advice to strangers, Let me give you some. It is rude to talk to people that way please refrain from it, it is hurtful and Bitchy." Oh the dream that I would have the state of mind or the guts to actually say it. Here is hoping the actual experience is nicer than my dreams. Gyms have had one good experience in my life as an adult right before I screwed up my knee other wise it has been a nightmare of Jazzercise and humiliation. But since that last one was good I am going on that energy and trying to repress that jazz hand memories.
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