Tuesday, July 24, 2012

I am so sick of my self.

So it has been a few days since I was too the gym Saturday was a road/ boat trip and Sunday was well sun was. Then Monday comes around our air quits it is almost 100 and I can not face it so my wonder cousin seriously wonderful family gave us their old one one. that turned out to be knew so by the time we get it hooked up and running I am hot sick starving and it is 11 pm. so there goes Monday. First good night sleep in 2 days last night being cool enough to actually rest works wonders for me. So today rolls round and I am still struggling to get to the gym by my self seriously this is a problem. My hubby is going with me later maybe if I keep going to the gym this will turn around I like the movie version of facing fears better quick montage or just doing something once you are all done with the fear part of it. your golden. Sigh, if life was only as easy as that. I am going later. building up my good experiences this will not beat me. Correction I will not defeat my self there is already so much working against me I will not help out in my own defeat.

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