The new me?????

                    I am not sure what happened I found it at least the last two days I have I found determination. I am not sure if something freed in me or what but I am so both ok with me and ready to work at being stronger. It feels good, more confidant some how. I went to the gym with my hubby last night and I sawed him the work out the trainer showed me. I had no qualms about walking back to the weights and doing it. I think some of that was having some one to go with: the other part was all me. I am ready to do standing firm and setting goals. imagine that I have an idea where I want to go and how I am going to get there. I hope this last I hope I did find some measure of freedom in going back to my 20th reunion. What ever it is I found I like it and I am hoping to build on it.