I have been spotty at best the last 2 weeks at going to the gym I want to go but hate the alone time in the gym. I am better about the going and lifting with the big muscle heads and jerky teen boys staring at the fat lady lifting weights while my hubby is there. makes it easier to take. I find it funny that since I am the one that talked to a trainer and hubby is trying to use my exercises. I have to be correcting his form while people walking past look on with confusion at the fat woman directing the skinny man. Since I am not willing to go alone and hubby is on call I miss days when we are ready to go and the phone rings and he is off to save lives or patch boo boo's. I love it though I love going I love confusing the jocks and something really good about just moving and doing good for me. I am surrounded by support. A few I wish I lived closer to so I could be work out buddies with them. Hubby is going to start going with his brother in the am so I am a little worried about him not wanting to go 2 times a day. I don't blame him his brother needs him I need to find a way to suck it up and get there and do more than hid in the dark room walking on a treadmill by myself.
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